Bloggity blogged blogger bloggest. I have not forgotten about this. I have been SO ridiculously busy, I haven't literally not had a spare moment. I do not even have one right now. There are a million things I am supposed to be doing right now. I feel like I am running on empty. Things are non-stop around here. Here's the jist of the last 2-3 weeks....
1) I WENT BACK TO WORK. It was very hard. I haven't written about it yet, but I had really bad post partum depression after having my 2nd daughter - L - The depression was bad, but the anxiety unmanageable. So there I was, driving to work that first morning, I saw the sign saying my exit was next... and BAM it hit me. The horrible anxiety. the panic. the get me home now, I don't care if I have to walk 4 hours to get there, I just need to go there now. I grabbed the phone & called my mom. Yup 28 years old and calling my mom. Haven't lived with her for 4 years, but she's my mom. I knew her voice would help. It did. It got me calm enough to continue driving to work. I made it to work. I survived the day. I am now happy to be back.
2)L turned 1! The weekend after I started back to work, I threw my 2nd daughters first birthday party. I have a big family, & we celebrate everything together. We had about 50-60 people over. It was pretty crazy. Everyone had a good time, & it was lovely to see them all.
3)I WENT BACK TO WORK. holy crap. Working makes the day so long. I have to be out of the house by 730 am. Drop the girls off by 8. Start work 845. Finish work 5 (usually 530 by the time I'm actually out of there). Pick the girls up 6. Go home 630. Eat dinner. Clean up. Bath time for the girls 8. Get the girls in bed 830. Shower time for me. Get everything organized to do it again. Bed 10. How do I fit anything else in there. My PVR misses me. It's going to be full soon. I miss my friends. I miss my husband.
*** side note. My husband is the greatest. He has been a huge help through all of this. He gets up with us in the morning & helps get the girls ready. He comes home from work & cleans up around the house, so I don't have to worry about doing it when I get home. He's even been starting dinner so that it is mostly ready when we get home. He knows how hard it was for me to go back to work, and he is doing his best to make the transition easier on me. I love the shit of him.
4)Easter weekend/Hockey Game. hectic hectic hectic. but super amazing. My husband's boss gave us tickets to the nhl game in our area. I have never been to see an nhl game. I was excited (but also had anxiety). So Saturday afternoon we had to go to my aunts house (it was my side's easter dinner). We had a quick visit with everyone & left the girls with my mom while we went to the game. The seats were amazing. Center ice row 13. I love doing anything just me & the hubby. Then we had to pick up the girls & get them home so the easter bunny could come. Woke up easter morning did the egg hunt thing, & went to the inlaws for their easter dinner. Fantastic weekend, but no free time.
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